I shared with her details about my career path and the restlessness I am experiencing. I confessed that although I am grateful for the journey, I am not comfortable with the pace. I admitted that my ambitious nature is a burden and that I doubted I would ever experience serenity. Finally, I acknowledged the impatience I have toward God for not unfolding my destiny more quickly.

My vulnerabilities that would usually prevent me from revealing these truths seemed to subside and I felt safe in her presence. As we were leaving, she slipped me a note that read:

“You remind me of Paul’s comments about being content in want and need and in plenty!”

Since then, I have reflected on her observation. She was referring to a text in the Bible which reads,

“I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through Him who gives me strength.” Philippians 4 v. 12 – 13

This text was written by the apostle Paul who sends letters to friends while in prison. IN PRISON!! He was in a solitary cell, in chains and in filth, with rats and other varmints as roommates. Yet he professes contentment through the One who gave him strength.

I have to stop and think “Where does my Hope lie?” This experience has offered me a humbling revelation. My hope has been wrapped up in my personal definition of success. It is unlikely that I will ever find contentment until I can find peace through faith.

I am ashamed to admit that I don’t know the name of this person who provided this profound insight. However, her authenticity and prophetic words will provide a life lesson that I hope to never forget.