Well...I guess I have to trash my Team Jeremy T-shirt. I can't read this girl at all. I think that she is soooo afraid of getting hurt again that she's just picking the guys that she knows she'll never have to worry about. She has definitely picked the two nicest guys in the bunch, but I think she is going to walk all over them. Maybe that's the kind of guy she wants. She's done with men who challenge her. She wants to be in control and she knows that these two guys will adore her and do anything to make her happy. I'm just afraid she's going to get bored. Don't get me wrong...I think you want someone who's nice and loving and wants to make you happy, but you have to have a little passion too. Did you see passion with any of these guys? I didn't.

I'm nervous about watching the finale next week. Both Jesse and Jason are going to propose and you know one of them is going to be completely shocked and devastated! I think they should put together a reunion season with all of the rejects from past seasons and see how many couple emerge. I could see the coyote guy hooking up with the panty dropper girl from the London season and I could see Jeremy with Robin. They were both stalkers. You know what I mean? Why not give them all a second chance at love.

The Men Tell All Special should have been renamed "What I Hate About Jeremy?" I really don't see why they hate him so much. I know that some of them said he was condescending and rubbed his time with DeAnna in their faces a bit, but I really didn't see him as a cruel or vindictive guy. He was always soft spoken and non-confrontational. I felt like the only time he really spoke up was when he was being attacked. What's wrong with saying that you are there for only one reason? They all should have been there for that reason. If they just came on the show to hang out with a bunch of dudes...I think they were on the wrong show. Ron and his rules were ridiculous. There are no rules. You either go for it or you don't. Jeremy went for it. I feel bad for the guy. It was pretty obvious that he got hurt...much more than anyone else...including Graham.

Speaking of Graham...is it just me or did he get even hotter! I never really understood why DeAnna was so infatuated with him, but boy did he look good on the Tell All Special. I don't know if it was the hair or the fact that he shaved or what, but if he'd looked like that all season, I'd have purchased a Team Graham T-shirt too!

I was pretty proud of the way Graham and Jeremy handled themselves in front of DeAnna. I think we finally got to see a little of the REAL DeAnna too. I remember her from THE BACHELOR and she was a lot more sassy on that show than she's been on THE BACHELORETTE. I don't think she's as sweet and nice as they've made her out to be this season. You could tell she was still a little upset about Graham not opening up. She has an issue with men she thinks she can't have. It's like she's saying "how dare you not fall in love with me and spill your guts like the rest of them". Some guys just aren't like that. It takes longer than a month for some people. You have to love Chris Harrison for calling her out a bit. I mean these aren't women...they're MEN. She can't expect them to run around pulling each other's hair and crying themselves to sleep. They have to have some pride.

Next week DeAnna takes Jesse and Jason home to meet her parents and in a strange twist...she brings them into her home at the same time! I guess she really wants her family to see them side by side. As if to say...do I look better with this one or this one? What is she doing...trying on a pair of shoes? Like I said...I can't figure this girl out. I guess that's why she needed them both to propose, that way she could chose which proposal she liked the best. For Jason's sake...I hope she chooses him. If she kept that guy away from him kid this long and then dumps him for Jesse, I may have to smack her.

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