I am not good at asking for help. I started doing my own laundry when I was 13, and since then I've not wanted anyone else to touch my clothes. I like a lot of things to be done a certain way, but I really hate being a burden on people.

My mind must be in an alternate universe right now, because I can't believe how great our honor attendants are being. Tuesday, I realized that men's measurements are like a foreign language to me. Neck? I wish that was a part of my measurements; it would be a small number to balance out the huge ones. Arm? Shoulder? What is the difference?

What happened to S-M-L? Since I live around the corner from the Al's Formal Wear, I've been trying to round-up measurements and doing a CRAP job of it. So like a light from the heavens, Matt's best man used his bar/bri break to look at my amateur spreadsheet and help get it in order. Thank you. I don't like asking people for their inseam. Or weight. That's weird.

My matron (still weird to say) of honor's involvement in weddings is seemingly non-stop. First she was in them, then it was hers, then her brother's and now mine. How does Jessica not hang up on me when I call to complain about something? Why does she keep calling me back? If I'm getting tons of e-mails about the wedding, she must be fielding them too. (That's her on the right, and Christine is on the left. This is an all-time favorite picture.)

I wish I could turn off the Catholic guilt faucet and delegate some other tasks to our fantabulous wedding party, because they are all really amazing people, but I just feel WAY too guilty right now. You're all going to have to pry my to-do list out of my cold, dead hands. (Yes, I watched the AFI countdown last night.)

Thanks to everyone in our wedding party in advance. Thanks for not quitting yet. And btw, this is not a cry for help. I don't want it right now! There are two more months, and I'm trying to hold out for as long as possible. Is that insane of me? Other wedding Web sites tell me to delegate, delegate, delegate. Do people really do that?

Side note: Recently, Taylor discovered that a February blog about bridesmaid prenups got a bajillion pageviews and more comments. Did someone recently create a prenup? I am still against the idea of prenups in general.